Wednesday, August 02, 2006

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Truth be told, I had a pretty crappy day yesterday. I won't bore you with the details. Suffice it to say, that it was just one of those days when things are simply not clicking. A one step forward, two steps backwards kind of day. Extremely frustrating! By the end of it, I was ready to give in to my internal sabatoeur and walk down the low road of self-destruction. It's hard to take the high road of acceptance and gratitude some days, that's for sure.

Messages come to you if you're paying attention though. Even on the most trying of days.

"Why are you stressed?" Rosa asks, in her thick Chinese accent, as she briskly massages my face, "You have a good job. Lots of friends. A family that loves you. A nice home."

And she's right. I do have all that. Besides, why am I complaining? I'm getting a facial. Definitely a huge luxury! And Rosa is a blessing, always going above and beyond.

It didn't stop there.

I got home, and the security guard in my building stopped me, his white teeth smiling bright against the dark of his face.

"You know," he said, "You are one of the 5 loveliest people in this building."

"Really?" I was doubtful.

"Definitely," he said kindly, "You always have lots of friends and family coming to visit, and I can tell by your outside that you have a good heart. If your inside is not good, the outside cannot be good."

I smiled. The struggle of the day disappeared instantly.

I'm listening, okay?

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Anonymous said...

It's so true Shellz, don't fight it. As much as you tell me to stop dry humping your leg in that mean, bitch-like voice of yours, somewhere, inside...I know you enjoy my craziness. and vise versa.

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Gratitude for what you have and acceptance of it. Two key elements in living a great life. Sounds easy doesn't it - but life gets in the way, people, things, etc. all conspire to hit against our contentment.

What's this post tell me - that you regularly show to others your contentment and pleasure at life. If not the two people you mention wouldn't have bothered to say what they said when they saw you weren't right.

If you were the mean, irritable, grumpy, moany one on every other day why would they have reached out to you when you needed them?

Anonymous said...

Thanx for your kind words. Sorry you had a bad day(s?) too. I may need to move. Just so much of dishonesty and abusive behavior that I can take. Maybe God's way of moving me on? Am not sure yet. Never wanted to move.

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hi Shellz, what can I say? Rosa told you the perfect words :) chill.

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